Monday, April 30, 2012

Some Brainstorming...


I haven't blogged in a long, long, long, long time. And the truth is I think I do enjoy it. Today I got to enjoy a wonderful lecture, Markley's lecture have never been anything but wonderful and I am currently journal writing, so here's looking at you cyberspace, some brainstorming from me to you.

Journal April 30, 2012
Today lecture was about Milton being a Christian-Humanist. What this was meant to describe was that although he considered himself as a humanist the fact that he had been brought up as a Christian had tainted his thoughts in a complete manner. All throughout his life he sought to come to term with Christianity according to his humanistic beliefs. This makes me feel immediately connected to Milton, like I also strive to at one point he is trying to reconcile both matters, what is God’s role? Later on lecture turned to the subject of which ultimately brought salvation, Jesus’ life or his death? I have gone through a path of Catholicism to an ample search in different types of Christianity, to the stage I am at. But since I left Catholicism it had always felt that Jesus’ life was of outmost important, why should a sacrifice be needed to amend for our mistakes? It is something that ought to be strived for, done on a day to day basis.

The matter of whether or now we are actually living life has come across in class often. Well, this is something that I think everyone should ask him or herself.  If we are to assume that we have one life (And I am not entirely sure I agree on this matter lately I have been pondering more and more on the subject of resurrection and where would that leave us? Thus most days I think that it is this consciousness is the one we only have once of, souls are eternal and in the next life it will remain the same even though the vessels it comes in, my body, will be different.

I have had this theory about religions for a couple of years now, I think I first began to think about it around eight grade. At their core it seems that Religions (at least the ones I have seen and been exposed to) are striving to help us live a certain kind of life. Religions should see all the similarities instead of looking at all the things that they do not have in common. I have often felt like that about God, and something that is often said in class, “Man is flawed so all religion is flawed” is something I can empathize with greatly, God didn’t make Religion, people did and with this all the idiosyncrasies of people and out flawed attempted to figure it out were absorbed by it. 

Monday, April 16, 2012

I Didn't Do My Essay, But At Least I Have Tea...

I am currently at work, there is a ratio of three tutor to zero students. I am trying to write an essay but devoid of luck. No inspiration, no concentration, no essay. What luck! The only minutes that I could have written or worked on this essay gone... but there's tea so I guess that improves things a bit. Work has been rather empty, sometimes I which there were more students, but sometimes I am a hermit so not seeing people is not half bad a lot of the time. Today a lovely woman, really a sweetheart, came to bring us flowers, Gardenias. Now the lab has a lovely, subtle smell. But what am I even doing blogging? Oh Technology! How you distract me... I must be off.